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Eve Loves Apples

by Excitotoxins

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I can shine with you but I don't want to have to fall apart because I won't I'm not going to die this way we still got beats to drop, ok? Oooh, that's wonderful hrmm... that sounds really good? motherfucker?! The rabbit hole rescue squad has got another call tell them the queen is on her way and she is 12 feet tall but this Jabberwocky has got a cup of tea for the bitch my little Alice is somewhere in these caves so I'm searching it Nothing much for me here but Wonderland(TM) style trouble and Lookinglass(TM) pussy with a mouthful of ruin and rubble I'm just looking for you baby, I don't mess with the queens or the white knights riding on unicorns and their mighty steeds you can fight your own lions you can slay your own dragons and when you come back as the princess I'll knock the crown right off your head and make sweet love on whatever square we're standing on. I can shine with you but I might absorb much of what you are I don't want to drain you baby I'll try to repay all you gave me. I just want to fall in love If my heart could take it (and it can) I never want to be so dumb that I can't tell you now... I can shine with you. yeah.
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I owe it to all my creditors to let them know how hollow their pursuit is by the time you read this I'll be on my mountain pockets empty Having dreams is the new suicide clocking yourself into Dante's tenth ride Having feelings is the best way to die you just wither and waste, slither way, never to come hither again. Repeat chorus... ...and out of an out of tune guitar rattles over some incomprehensibles - smoking, relaxing, changing gears - mellowing out after all these years -- now you can see how useless you are -- soul repaired before all (but i still have) but I still have hate for you (that I can't kill) that I can't exchange for love somewhere a child belives his first lie somewhere a landfill is made much richer shuffle the cards 52 times before shoveling them into the fire I owe it to all (my creditors) I owe it to you (my love) I owe it to all (my predators) I owe it to you (my love)
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Roll that boulder you're three days older jump off that cross get on with your life Roll that boulder you're three days older you're still not ready to be my christ Will he rise? Will he fall? is there and end to it all can I trust the machine are we just human beings who repeat lots of lies that get passed down over time we forget what we've learned and we'll get... what we deserve What's a little blood between your love? the god inside and the God above. What's a little blood between your love? the god inside and the god inside the God.
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Verse 1: Did I ruin my life when I looked into those lying eyes and told the truth? (I told her) Verse 2: Will I heal in time Can I ever hide from all those things I said to you. Chorus: Homesick for a new home (x4) Verse 3: I won't be the same let's take all the blame and roll it out that front door Verse 4: After all this time I finally found what matters in life is family Bridge 1: It hurt me more to say then to shut my mouth and stay Bridge 2: I'm home and she's gone I'm away for good...
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Did you ever a dream you let die whisper in your ear to let you know that it isn't there did you ever have a love you let slide slip out of your life more memories that can never be you scream like the ghost of our unborn child repeating every lie that history could provide I practice walking dead for you I brought myself down here too I practice walking dead I told my secrets and repeated my regrets too did you ever a lie that came true just because of you it made a crueler reality will you ever take a deeper look inside to set yourself free from the thoughts that imprison me I practice walking dead for you I taught myself to lose I practice walking dead for you I'll train my heart to break in song so when it does we'll sing along we'll cry all night in silhouette training our hearts to break on command learning to lose all that I love with no hell below or God above keep shedding these connections that lead to this terminal depression I practice walking dead. I practice walking dead for you I taught myself to lose I practice walking dead for you I tried my best to free you I practice walking dead for you I brought myself down here too I practice walking dead I told my secrets and repeated my regrets too
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(I've made it my home you can bury me here) We're broken inside and out we're frozen in these bleakest times I'm holding together by a string I'm hoping my mind will let me sleep my fate seems unconvincing all the same scenes repeating and now I find a dead end it's not what I expected is this where you start praying? answers from God in the rain? it's time to get infected with all these holy spirits I've been imprisoned for life I found the bottom I made it my home you can bury me here
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What we need is one unspoiled child What we need is for humanity to run wild What we need is no more soldiers What we need is a warrior I'm sorry it's not me. What we need is a warrior What we need is a dragon slayer What we need is someone with no fear I thought that was me I thought that it was me it was you. I'm sorry that it's not me when I'm afraid I never prayed.
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My snowstorm bride is back for me I missed you Your cold embrace and whipping winds I had almost forgotten it please don't ever leave don't ever leave me again My snowstorm bride you'll stay forever my snowstorm bride promise me Let's run away together you and I locked in ice our passions cooled by gentle snow we'll wait for the earth to melt away if I love you right I can awaken another day with a snowstorm bride I'll ride to the north to teach my body it's limits to teach my mind it's spirit to find a truth and walk within it to find my map and mark my X and leave the ones behind who brought this hex or drag it along because I made it mine. My storm bride promise me you'll stay forever Beyond belief, it hangs over me like a raven at my door or a blanket soaked in karosine waiting for a spark to sing the final note of my melody to my snowstorm bride. With a snowstorm bride to comfort me I can kill my shadow I drown my imaginary friends seek revenge With a snowstorm bride, I can peace forgive, grow olive branches for fingertips piss fine aged wine and shit cheese and chips we can throw lots of lots of parties but my snowstorm bride is a jealous thing you see these parties grow boring the second they are not about her so now were packed away with my pages to hurdle on through the ages "a dark leagacy of lovesick pain" I've cast myself out and thrown myself in I found my way to heaven from sin for all the cares and mortal whims I can only desire forgiveness to be higher I did this to myself now I'm praying for leveling The taking of a snowstorm bride takes you on a wonderous toboggan ride when the sled goes still the energy of the cold that propelled you further now makes slow your snowstorm bride does all she can but she can not make you a better man in the bitter cold when you don't think you can you must shine your light and lend her a hand warm your body, thaw your command and leave the cold behind... again.
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This isn't love this is a hostage situation and no one is getting out with their heart intact if I do as you say then I might see my son again and I can earn the right to be myself again the left all my art behind accused me of a future crime and took away my son I cant even ask her why she won't even speak her mind and she left me here to die How long will we let this nightmare rule our minds and why is it always me left in the darkness did I bring the darkness here?
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Pickled 03:11
chomp - yep - you're so bitter constantly shrinking with all the other little pickles (in her) you'll last a long, long, time (soaking up the brine) no one can tell just why (we keep shrinking in size) Look at all these fate escapers they must read a different news paper (than me) they keep marching too and fro I still have no place to go chomp - yep - you're still bitter shrinking down with all the other pickles beneath these rip-rip-ripples. you'll last a long, long, time down there we all can see your bubbles rising - nobody cares. they are not even half sized by the time they realize that they will keep doing just what their told they'll keep marching until they get old chomp - yep - you're just a pickle no difference between you and the other perpetrators you'll last a long, long, time (soaking up the brine) no one can tell just why (you keep trying) Waiting for these words to get cheaper so i can afford to say this clearer so that you might understand I never wanted to be this kind of man chomp - yep - I'm so bitter shrinking down with all the other pickles beneath these rip-rip-ripples. you'll last a long, long, time down there we all can see your bubbles rising - nobody cares.

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released March 7, 2020

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